Woman Banned

Freedom for Womyn comes at a cost . A year or so before my divorce I got sober ! The only way I could have stayed in that marriage was to be DRUNK most , if not all of the time .  Right after I got sober I remember looking at my husband and saying ; WHO ARE YOU ? He replied ; WHO ARE YOU ? Your not the GIRL I married ! I said , THANK GOD FOR THAT ! Some of the people closest to me that hated him when I was married ,  when I got divorced I suddenly became the BAD ONE . My own mother who encouraged me to get rid of him , suddenly changed her mind when I did . So , there I was divorced with 3 children  . Because I was attractive my so-called female friends , especially if they were married , wanted nothing to do with me . I was a THREAT ! Please , I just got rid of one JERK , why would I want yours ? The men I knew thought I was EASY and HOT TO TROT . They would show up on my door step , one after the other with flowers and candy , not because they were concerned and wanted to be my friend , they just wanted to GET IN MY PANTS !!! FINALLY , after months of PUSHING them AWAY , they finally got the message  that I wasn't PLAYING their GAME .  Then they turned around and called me a BITCH , because I wouldn't FUCK them . That's some of the WARM and FUZZY things that happen when a WOMYN gets DIVORCED .